Advocacy, Poetry, Politics

Still Believe in Rainbows and Stars, A Poem

I debated within myself whether I'd share this poem, I Still Believe in Rainbows and Stars, for multiple reasons. It's multilayered with connections to Corrie and other topics, and like several of the poems I'm currently writing, deep in processing what the US is witnessing as a nation.

Death, flowers, garden, Grief, Uncategorized

Judgement in Grief, Part I: Cast off the Japanese Beetles

But I do believe what was in the dark will come to light.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Family, Joy, Life, reality

“Here Comes the Sun”

If you'd ask me to imagine life 20 years ago, the plans I'd made would fail to match real events. I would never want to picture: - losing a child, - a tornado destroying parts of our home, - a miscarriage, - or nearly losing a spouse to colon cancer. I'd never imagined those events… Continue reading “Here Comes the Sun”

Bereaved Parents, bereavement, Child loss, Death, Family, garden, Grief, kindness, Life, nature, Photos

From Out of the Darkness, You will Come

Often, from our darkest spaces, and our most vulnerable moments comes a light we can choose to cast on a small section of the world.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Family, flowers, Grief, inspiration, Life, Photos, Uncategorized

Mother’s Day for Those Without Hallmark Cards

We are not forever cast to the darkness, nor would our children here, in heaven, wished for, wondered about, or mothers we miss or worry for want us to exist there.

Bereaved Parents, bereavement, Family, Grief, inspiration, Life, Poetry, PTSD, Writing

My Daughter’s Hands

One isn't weak because they break from the storm set to take the love you won’t forsake. Harsh words reflect shadows we cannot shake.

Bereaved Parents, bereavement, Child loss, children, Grief, Loss, Poetry

Heartbreak at Twilight, a Poem

When you sing at twilight, of whom do you think?

Bereaved Parents, bereavement, Death, Family, flowers, garden, Life, Loss, Photography, Photos

Always

I remember sitting at the breakfast table across from her laundry machine, and I'd watch the sunrise hit the lake as the ducks came near the wooden swing. You'd have to get up early enough because the ducks were gone by mid to late morning.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, children, Family, flowers, garden, Grief, inspiration, Life, parenting, Photography, Photos

Cherry Blossoms: How Dreams for Our Children Change

We all have dreams for our children. I've often seen them symbolized in Cherry Blossom Trees

Advocacy, Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Family, flowers, garden, Grief, Photography, Photos

Growing in Grief Through Gardens

Growing up, I laughed at the thought of working in any garden. I believed that I possessed a brown thumb. Evening in Corrie's Butterfly Garden, also known as the Main Garden. Yet, the earliest lesson I remember from my teacher happened in second grade. Ironically, that was year I was officially diagnosed with attention deficit… Continue reading Growing in Grief Through Gardens