kindness, Life, parenting, Photography, Photos, Poetry, Writing

When I Walk through the Nightmare

My Memorial Kinder Walk is the one way in which I can physically show my love and honor the memory of my daughter, Corrie.

children, Life, parenting, Photography, Photos, Writing

When I See Corrie on Vacation (with short poetry excerpt and photos)

poetry excerpt One of the toughest things to do for any person who has ever lost someone they love is to go somewhere and take a picture. Our loved one is not in the picture. How will the world continue to know about this wonderful person? The world keeps going, and we’re so small. Yet,… Continue reading When I See Corrie on Vacation (with short poetry excerpt and photos)

Family, FUN, Holiday, inspiration, Life, Photos

A Short Post: Celebrate a Corrie 4th

Set up a dance party, but remember a dance party is not a proper dance party unless you dress up.

autism, Family, Friends, Grief, kindness, Life, Loss, Mental Health, parenthood, Photography, Photos, Poetry, Writing

With my Goodbye, Mom, Your Walls will Fall Down

This is the second in a six part blog series about goodbye. In times of tragedy, friends and family say more with goodbye than we could ever imagine. With her final goodbye, Corrie busted up my walls I'd built around me over a period of six years. Corrie was a more social creature than I… Continue reading With my Goodbye, Mom, Your Walls will Fall Down

Blogging, Family, Friends, Grief, Life, Loss, parenthood, Photography, Photos, Writing

When we Say Goodbye

Goodbye provokes a creative language; almost like the oral version of beautiful Ancient Chinese calligraphy.

Communication, Life, parenthood, Photography, Photos, Poetry, Writing

Remember Me, Mommy (a Corrie Poem)

“Remember me, Mommy,” I hear her say.  “I know who you are, and who took me to all the places. Don’t let your brain go  to places or people who were never with me.”   To the field or in my dreams, I reply to her,  “It just made me mad what she did to… Continue reading Remember Me, Mommy (a Corrie Poem)

Grief, Life, parenthood, Photography, Photos, Poetry

The Time We Long For

Time. Such a small word for multiple meanings. Yes, it can be defined in so many different ways. Then from it's definition, we have so many questions. For example, time can be the hours, minutes and seconds in a single day. Time might mean how many days until summer vacation. I have seen the twitch… Continue reading The Time We Long For

Family, Life, Loss, Photos, Poetry, Writing

The Corrie Poem So I Write

I was blessed with a daughter on a day in December when it looked gray and had rained. The nurse wanted to take my baby from my arms and put her in a crib. I cried waking my husband on the couch as I said how "I want to go home." He said we would… Continue reading The Corrie Poem So I Write

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What is Our Treasure’s Chest? Excerpt from a Corrie Poem

In life, it's easy for us to think we have more time. Think about being sixteen, seventeen or eighteen, and you think: "That can't happen to me." It doesn't matter what that is. I close the door to Corrie's room every night because we used to keep it open, but I open it during the… Continue reading What is Our Treasure’s Chest? Excerpt from a Corrie Poem

Family, Life, memoir, parenthood, parenting, Photography, Photos, Writing

Memoir Inspiration: Corrie and Hayes

Great stories take us to a place we’ve never been. Maybe it’s a place we dream of going, but for whatever reason, we’re unable. The Emotion It’s like this. Remember being a kid.  If you went on a trip, imagine the excitement just before, and the classic question: “When are we leaving?” Multiply that question… Continue reading Memoir Inspiration: Corrie and Hayes