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Two Years and One Month after Corrie

But that's why there are seasons to grief, and also friends, who are patient and stay nearby, will see a different you rise from the ashes.

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To my Students: It’s Not “Goodbye,” but “See You Later”

As the end of the school year arrived, I had a lot more to say than could fit into your average social media post.

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The Chain That was Broken

Sometimes we can't replace the chain that was broken.

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Meet Me at Sunset, a Corrie Poem

That is why I must stay until, as my daughter says, "Meet me at sunset just as the last colors cross the sky. You won't know the day or time, Mommy, but I will meet you at sunset as the last colors cross the sky."

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Into this Good Earth, Part 2: Ways We Remember Corrie and Each Other

I knocked the soil loose. There is something I have to find, but I haven't located it, yet.

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The Need for this Good Earth, Part I

Each day, I did something new. Mostly, I prepared Corrie's garden and parts of the yard for new plants where some were that had not survived the winter. I was not ready last year to fully take care of the garden, but here below the mountain, in the sway of the wind and the sunlight, I heard my daughter calling me. "Mommy, come water the garden."

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Corrie’s Visit Made All Well with my Soul

... but for the first time in a long time, my daughter, Corrie, visited me in a dream. Corrie's visit settled my soul.

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No Child’s Word or Whistle

Corrie, It's March and I see journalists' coverage of war on TV. But I also see the cherry blossom trees bloom ...

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What I Need You to Know

But I need my fellow teachers, friends, and family to know I’m stronger than perhaps some realize. I have an inner strength at my core. It will disallow me from succumbing to any weakness within.

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Hands that Betray, Hands on my Daughter’s Grave: A Reflection

But I must, again, find my internal grit, and face the world with what has happened and what will come.