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On Any Given Day: Corrie’s Retreat

The year, 2023, provided the most positive growth since Corrie's death because I grew in confidence after witnessing what I'd accomplished in the gardens. We went from one garden to three in 2023, along with island gardens. The result is now I have a vision for gardens everywhere on the property, and John has helped me plan them, along with officially naming the farm, "Corrie's Retreat."

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Fall on the Farm

I’ve often thought that if there is a space on Earth which most resembles heaven, it’s the Blue Ridge Parkway, or … the former Christmas tree farm my husband inherited.

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Judgement in Grief, Part I: Cast off the Japanese Beetles

But I do believe what was in the dark will come to light.

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Mother’s Day for Those Without Hallmark Cards

We are not forever cast to the darkness, nor would our children here, in heaven, wished for, wondered about, or mothers we miss or worry for want us to exist there.

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Always

I remember sitting at the breakfast table across from her laundry machine, and I'd watch the sunrise hit the lake as the ducks came near the wooden swing. You'd have to get up early enough because the ducks were gone by mid to late morning.

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Cherry Blossoms: How Dreams for Our Children Change

We all have dreams for our children. I've often seen them symbolized in Cherry Blossom Trees

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Growing in Grief Through Gardens

Growing up, I laughed at the thought of working in any garden. I believed that I possessed a brown thumb. Evening in Corrie's Butterfly Garden, also known as the Main Garden. Yet, the earliest lesson I remember from my teacher happened in second grade. Ironically, that was year I was officially diagnosed with attention deficit… Continue reading Growing in Grief Through Gardens

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Should I Lose my Way, a Poem

Should I lose my way, I'll look to the gardens. I'll not look to the sky.

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Gold in the Sunrise

When the first cherry blossoms, I feel her kiss my check.

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Corrie’s Garden Pictures at Sunrise and Sunset