Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Friends, Grief, inspiration, Life, Loss, Photos

Two Years and One Month after Corrie

But that's why there are seasons to grief, and also friends, who are patient and stay nearby, will see a different you rise from the ashes.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Family, Photography, Photos, Poetry, Writing

We Must Awake: a Poem

John Lennon’s Imagine comes on the radio, and I turn it off because there is nothing more I want to imagine than a world where we’re together with our little girl. You say to me, “We don’t need the music. Your voice is the most beautiful music to me.”

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Family, flowers, Grief, inspiration, Photography, Photos

The Chain That was Broken

Sometimes we can't replace the chain that was broken.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, flowers, garden, Grief, inspiration, Poetry, Writing

Meet Me at Sunset, a Corrie Poem

That is why I must stay until, as my daughter says, "Meet me at sunset just as the last colors cross the sky. You won't know the day or time, Mommy, but I will meet you at sunset as the last colors cross the sky."

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, flowers, garden, Grief, inspiration, Photography, Photos

Never Enough Lilies

Corrie loved all flowers, and John and I each remember her different favorites. She not only picked them, but put on a show with the flowers. She'd ask me to put the flowers in her hair, or she'd do it herself. She'd put them on the grass, as the green was the background of a portrait, for me to take a picture.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Grief, inspiration, Joy, Mental Health, Photos

Corrie’s Visit Made All Well with my Soul

... but for the first time in a long time, my daughter, Corrie, visited me in a dream. Corrie's visit settled my soul.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, children, Poetry, Writing

No Child’s Word or Whistle

Corrie, It's March and I see journalists' coverage of war on TV. But I also see the cherry blossom trees bloom ...

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When the Daffodils Blossom … and a Corrie Poem

Wake me in the morning to see the daffodils. See how they bloom during a time when lovers bring flowers, chocolates, and declare a summer day in Paris on "vacay" kind of love to one another.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Communication, Education, Photos

What I Need You to Know

But I need my fellow teachers, friends, and family to know I’m stronger than perhaps some realize. I have an inner strength at my core. It will disallow me from succumbing to any weakness within.

Bereaved Parents, Child loss, Loss, Photos, Poetry, Writing

Hands that Betray, Hands on my Daughter’s Grave: A Reflection

But I must, again, find my internal grit, and face the world with what has happened and what will come.