Bereaved Parents, Child loss, children, Poetry, Writing

No Child’s Word or Whistle

The poem “No Child’s Word or Whistle,” is dedicated to the mother in the Ukraine who lost her eighteen month old son, and to all parents and children who should never know this pain.

Corrie, 

         did you see 

  a mother cried

because her baby

  boy died

with shrapnel in his head.

His mother screamed,

“Why?” as someone led

her into a room in

      a hospital wing 

      in a city under siege, 

and

Corrie,

   Is there time to fall apart

when one man and his ego

strike the world hard

   with bombs and missiles,

while some tanks slow down?

  Not a child’s word or whistle

       echo in the town.

Corrie,

     I know you’ve graduated away

from the tears and tummy aches.

Did you lift him from the city’s gray

smoke and ash?  He was eighteen

months, and his mother

felt for the words in between 

her sobs and screams 

of: Why does such a man 

                                  run a nation?

Corrie, 

   We were not at war, but I know too well

the doctor’s voice. In my nightmares, 

she greets me, and there I fell 

  When she said–and says again– “We’ll try

 one more time, but if it doesn’t work, 

                                            she’s gone.” 

Corrie,

   on the radio the song plays

 “Sometimes, all I think about is you,” 

 reminding me of brighter days

before tears and tummy aches.

I see the mother on the news. 

I know her pain and the lonely call. 

I wear her new pair of shoes, 

   but I don’t know war, nor 

a dictator’s demands to destroy.

Corrie, 

    I know June will come again–

our third without you–and others

count the days when I begin

  to show who I was before, but I 

only smile if I feel it

   down to my core 

because, as the mother of her

son knows, half of our souls 

flew away with you.

Corrie, 

   It’s March and I see 

journalists’ coverage 

 of war on TV.

But I also see the 

cherry blossom trees bloom

at lower elevations, and I 

await for the buds

on your little tree

to appear, too.

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